Ahh.. My first blog post. I am really excited about this experience of blogging! I am looking forward to this being a great tool for documenting some of the wonderful and ever-changing times in my life.
As I type, I ponder what brought me to blogging in the first place. Change and the ever-present knowledge that there is nothing I can do about it except to pray. I wouldn't say that I have a type-A personality but I do like to plan and I do like to have things a certain way. When I feel completely out of control, or out of the loop in decisions made for my own life, I start to feel this claustrophobic, chest-constricting, uncomfortable-in-my-own-skin emotion that I can only attribute to stress. It kind of freaks me out a bit. So when I start to feel this comin' on, I think back to this- my favorite quote by C. S. Lewis and something that I look to as a personal mantra.
Change is good. No matter what kind of change it is, in the end it is always good. It shapes you and molds you in ways that nothing else can. It brings the raw emotions and feelings that we suppress, to the surface and really make you solidify your beliefs.
Over the past 2 years, I have been through a lot of change! And it has brought me to a fabulous place of excitement and wonder at what God can do with a life that trusts Him. My husband, Jason (of whom I will from here on out refer to as the Viking), has been a huge supporter and instigator of all of this change and has made me take a look at myself and realize how much of a rut I was stuck in- both spiritually, and realistically. The Viking, with his bouts of social anxiety and introversion, has pushed me out of my comfort zones so many times I can't keep track any more, and yet it has made me feel so much more independent, confident, needed and loved.
Our next big change now, is the purchase of a new home! The Viking had purchased an adorable little home for when we got married, and that he was able to afford on his own. We have loved this charming place from the get-go, but after adopting 2 fur children (of which I will post pictures of later) and me moving in, we quickly realized that it is starting to feel a tad cramped and not realistic for future planning (cough, cough, BABIES!!). The market is awesome for purchasing a home right now, and with the Lord directing the entire process from start to finish, we found the perfect home in our budget and were able to form a sweet relationship with the builders/current owners! It was AWEsome to see His hand shown so clearly in the timing of it all and the major blessing that it can be.
After a month of waiting, we finally were able to pick the keys last night! Let the moving commence! I will post pictures soon.
xoxo,
Katie Beth